I looked at my YouTube watch history and tried to understand what I actually enjoy. I didn’t even count music videos; it is uncountable. After this, memes and other: I watched a lot of SSSniperWolf and Daily Dose Of Internet. All of this was kind of expected, but the next thing from this was music production videos; I honestly was surprised: ANDREW HUANG, David Bennett Piano, Nahre Sol, Jameson Nathan Jones, Wintergatan, Charles Cornell and many more. Technology and science were expected, makers videos were also expected. What I was surprised by was that game dev was very low; I watched only 4 videos related to game dev last month.Maybe, I should stop lying to myself that I like gamedev and playing games, and start actually making music?